Tyler 9 month pictures

Here's my beautiful family. I am so blessed. Thank you Lord for my family!!

Surgery, Not doing so good! Need Prayer

I just wanted to let everyone know that my surgery failed, so there is a chance I may have to have it again in 3-6 months. I have been having problems worse than before the surgery. So I really need everyones prayers right now. The doctor said there is a chance I might have to have a colostomy. I really do not want to do that. I have been so upset about all that has been going on. I'm starting to get out of my grieving time somewhat. I'm just ready for this nightmare to be over with. It is hard when there is a constant reminder to keep my mind off of everything that is going on. I really believe that the Lord is going to use this to show everybody his power. If you have read the book of Job he is tested. He keeps asking why me and that's how I have been feeling. Satan can not do anything to us without God allowing it, but he doesn't allow things to happen to us be mean to us or because of something we did necessarily. He does things sometimes to show us something or to show somebody else something that we can't see. Sometimes it takes a catastrophe for us to see. If everything always went our way then why would anybody turn to the Lord for help. What we really should be saying is use me because the Lord uses each and every situation in our lives to do something good and when you least expect it things can turn around and be much better than you could ever imagine. That's what happened to Job he was blessed even more. So if the Lord needs to use me for his good then I know that I can go through this but only by turning to him he can lift the burden and carry it for me. I feel like the Lord is uses this to bring our family closer together and closer to him. Every since this happened I have been turning to him and I can really feel his presence with me, it's an overwhelming feeling. The doctor said that there is a chance that this can heal on it's own. I pray that the Lord will heal me better than before I ever started having the problems. I know that the Lord is Miraculous beyond our understanding. I pray that the Lord uses this to show everyone how powerful he can be.

Surgery Time

Just wanted to let everyone know that tomorrow I am having my surgery so I won't be posting anything for a little while. Please Pray for a speedy recovery. Thank you.